Thursday, December 15, 2011

Long time, no blog! :)

Oh my goodness! It's been like 3 months! :( Anyways... I got so behind in school stuff that I just didn't really have time to blog. Boooo! So I guess a New Year's Resolution of mine should be to blog more? Haha. I'm really going to try. I have SO SO SO SO much stuff to catch you guys up on! So I guess I'll do it by month? Haha.


I realized very early in the semester that I was going to be overwhelmed until December 15. Did I drop any classes? No way. Mom finally decided we were moving to a town about an hour and a half from where we were living. I had to quit my job in retail. We moved at the end of the month. (September sucked.)


We moved in our new house on the 1st. I still don't know where everything in this stupid town is. Matthew and I continued to grow apart. School kept getting more difficult. Started my new job on the 10th. At Walmart. Joy. Made new friends in new coworkers. Attempted to adjust to the new house and town.


I met a boyy! (: We had been in class together all semester, but we had never really talked. Matthew and I broke up. Not because of the new boy(Josh.) but there was really nothing there anymore. You can read previous posts to figure that out. Anywho, Josh and I started talking. School got harder. Began to like work a little more. Thanksgiving dinner was held at our new house. And I worked BLACK FRIDAY at WALMART! Freaking 3rd shift. Drank a 5 hour energy. Never again. Ever. I was so sick after I woke up later Friday afternoon.

Decemeber(so far.) :

So far this month, Josh and I have became official. His family is just the greatest. Matt hates my guts and accused me of talking to Josh before we broke up. Which is a false accusation. The fall semester finally ended. WOOOOOOT! My grades weren't where I wanted them to be, but hey.. I'll take it I guess. I'm very behind on my Christmas shopping. :( But other than that, life is almost perfect. And really, I couldn't ask for anything better. I have a great family and an amazing boyfriend. I'm ready for next semester and I'm going to try to do my best not to fall so far behind.

I miss blogging, and I hope I have more time to do it in the future!

Thanks guys. Stay tuned for more! :D

Monday, September 5, 2011

Beauty Blog! (:

It's finally here! Yep, I'm talking about SEC football! (: This is the time of year that I live for! So, in celebration of football season, I decided to go all out for the first game. Let me make this clear: unfortunately, I didn't go to the game, but I was watching it with a few friends, so I still wanted to dress up. I was completely all red and black for my DAWGS! Woot! :D I water marbled my finger nails, polka-dotted my toenails, and did white and black make-up. AND just in case you were wondering, it is near impossible to find a red eyeshadow. :( If you come across any, PLEASE tell me where you found it! Without further ado, here are pictures of my toenail design, my fingernail design, and my outfit! Hope you like it!
Red with Black dots & White "G"
Diamonds & Rubies
"Black Out"

Black and White Eyeshadow. (48 shimmer pallet from Rue21)
Southern Belles Love their DAWGS!
Products I used. (Used same for Fingers)

Monday, August 22, 2011

Fall Semester

This is not a rant! :D

Okay, my classes started this morning, and first thing I have? Anatomy and Physiology 1. :/ After that class, I decide to go to the bookstore to purchase the books I need for this semester. Wanna know how much the were? Any guesses? 500? 600? Nope. Try EIGHT-HUNDRED, TWENTY-FOUR DOLLARS!
 $824! I could not believe it. Also, I had to stand in the line for the bookstore for and hour and 15 minutes. But I met some really nice people in line, and the lady in front of me, is actually in one of my online classes. I also ha to carry my books through the bookstore. All 7 of them. I'm pretty sure all of them together weigh more than me! (And just so you know, that's a pretty good bit!)

So, I'm sitting outside of the financial-aid office, because my mommy works in there. I'm pretty sure these people think I'm creeping. :D  I wanna look at them and just be like, "I'm just waiting on y'all to leave so I can see my mommy!" Haha. Oh well. :) Let them think what they want.

I'm trying to decide if I should go get my Student ID. :/ The last few times I've asked about it, the machine has been all messed up. :( I'm looking pretty cute today so I guess I might as well. (:

Well, that's all for this post! Thanks for reading, and stay tuned for more!

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Ugh... Another rant...

I know you guys are probably thinking: "Geez... all this girl does is freaking complain about her life". And right now, I may have to agree with you on that... But!!!! I just want everyone to know that I am not, I repeat AM NOT a negative Nelly. :)

Well.... My boyfriend and I hardly ever talk anymore... I'm not exaggerating or anything I'm just saying.... Then, if I try to talk to him and tell him how I feel about stuff, he immediately tries to say that I'm blaming him for everything. Do you think it's just in the way I word things? Or does he maybe feel guilty? BAHAHAHA. Yeah right. He's a man. Sorry. Anyways... So I am trying to be understanding, because his family is in the process of expanding their garage. I'm talking like... making it twice the size that it was before. So, he has been working his tail off trying to get it finished. But, you know... I made sacrifices for him. I stopped seeing all my friends, I went over to his house to spend time with him and his family instead of spending time with my own family. But does he remember any of that? Well it sure doesn't freaking seem like it. I just... I want our relationship to be back the way it was when we first got together. Ya know? Like that crazy teenage-puppy love, if you will. I know that sounds stupid since I'm only 18, and he's 19... But we've both changed so much. I feel like neither of us are the same people that we were 2 1/2 years ago. Maybe we've grown apart? I definitely don't want that. I mean... HELLUR!! I obviously love the boy. We've talked about having a future together, you know, marriage, kids, the whole freaking 9 yards. How am I supposed to feel confident in our future, if we don't even have a present?

Monday, July 25, 2011


So... On Friday my mom got a call and said that my Papaw had bought us a puppy. I immediately got so freaking excited! :) My mom on the other hand, she freaked out. She freaked out because we're "not supposed to have pets" at our house. But anyways... She is freaking adorable! And I love her so much already. My mommy just brought her home yesterday, and she's like the best puppy EVER! :) Last night was her first night at my house, so she didn't really sleep good... Her favorite spot of my bed? Okay so let me explain my bed to you real quick... It has like little cubby holes in it.... So she likes laying half way in and out of the middle cubby.
Anyways, I just can't believe how much you can love something you've only known for like... less than 24 hours. But anyways... I just wanted to tell you guys about my new little PUPPY! :D

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

My Last Few Days....

Soo.... Just to warn you, this is gonna be more of a rant post than anything else...

My last few days have been absolutely HORRIBLE. It all started Monday night. So.. My boyfriend and I like, NEVER spend time together of talk to each other anymore... So the on Monday I decided I would tell him how I felt about the current status of our relationship. He told me he was sorry and everything will be getting better soon. Then, on Tuesday, I go into work and the new schedule had been posted... I only have 9.5 hours posted for the upcoming week. So... that really upset me. I mean... I'm planning on getting my car next week, which means I'm gonna have a payment, and gas and insurance and all that good stuff that goes along with vehicles. Then our computers were down at work ALL FREAKING NIGHT LONG. If any of you have ever worked in retail, then you know how important the computer systems are now. I was supposed to get off at 10, we ended up not leaving work until almost 10:30. I know that doesn't sound late, but I was so tired and stressed about the stuff with Matthew, and stuff about my mom's job. So, when I got home from work on Tuesday, I was planning on talking to Matthew about my day in the hopes that he would somehow magically make it better. Boyfriends are supposed to be able to do that sort of thing...right? Anywho.... Then on Wednesday... Oh that's today... I didn't go to sleep till like 4 in the morning, woke up at 11. Had to do homework, and all kinds of stuff.... Still haven't really talked to Matthew... So I just don't really know. I mean, relationships are based on trust first, then communication second, right? I mean, that's just what I think. I just want one thing to go right.... I really don't wanna sound like a "Debbie Downer", but I'm just freaking stressed to the maxxxxx! I'm ready for something to give... SOON!

Anyways... Sorry this was just a rant. I just needed to get somethings off of my chest.
You have my word.. Not every post will be like this! :)
Stay tuned for more!

Monday, July 11, 2011

Day in the life of a College Student

Okay, So last Wednesday(July 6, 2011) this girl started her very first college class. :/ Now I feel like my daily schedule goes a little something like this:

Wake-up(10 or 11-ish)
Take a shower
Get ready
Go to work
Come home, do homework
Go to sleep(2 or 3-ish)

Then, the next day I do it all over again! Even on an "off" day, I feel like I don't get to relax or anything. My life now really revolves around HOMEWORK! And getting to classes on time... and somehow finding tie to see my beloved boyfriend! And spending time with my mommy!
Speaking of my dearly beloved.... He's amazing! For those of you who really know me, you know I do complain about him a lot... But I had class tonight, and when I came home my whole house had been cleaned. :) He knew I would have a lot of homework, and he didn't want me to have to worry about cleaning up the house. Sometimes, I just feel like I don't give him enough credit for everything he does for me and my mom. I'm not trying to be all mushy, but I am very blessed to have him in my life!

Ugh... I knew this blog wasn't a good idea! It's keeping me distracted from my homework! Haha.
Well, that's all for this post!
Stay tuned for more!